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Soft Ambient Loop

Looping soft piano tones that support focus and safety while reading or writing.

Peaceful Ambient Space

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Friday, July 18, 2025

Psychological Control and Conditioning: Early Signs of Manipulation

Post 83 – Psychological Control and Conditioning: Early Signs of Manipulation

During my pregnancy with Esther, Jeff began conditioning me through psychological control tactics. This included prolonged deadpan staring and pushing me to accept situations that made me deeply uncomfortable.

He introduced BDSM concepts, claiming I was already familiar with them, and positioned himself as my “teacher.” This marked the beginning of coercive sexual dynamics disguised as education and consent.

Tactics Breakdown – Conditioning and Control

  • Emotional Intimidation: Using silence and unblinking stares to unsettle and dominate
  • Sexual Coercion: Introducing BDSM dynamics without genuine consent or prior knowledge
  • Manipulative Framing: Presenting himself as the authority figure to control the situation
  • Boundary Testing: Gradually pushing limits to increase psychological and sexual control

Recognize the Signs

Conditioning can be subtle and confusing. Trust your instincts and seek support if something feels wrong.

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